Don’t you think it’s mad how the things that we have to do to move on hurt us the most?
Defo think that’s one reason why we avoid it and keep hoping, because of the pain and the what if’s. Think that’s my problem I always take hope from a person’s potential I stay waiting for them to turn in to that person subconsciously knowing they might never.
But others see it… they tell you the truth but you look for a way around it to make it not seem as bad, but why are we lying to ourselves? Heart so pure feelings so strong but everywhere you turn it’s a dead end, no progression and no change. Yet we still have hope and try to smile.
Think that’s the hardest, finally admiting to yourself it can’t be no more.. dragging you down getting you in your feelings for what? Yep it’s hard.. but are they struggling to sleep at night because of you? Maybe but the chances are they aren’t. Do they seem as stressed as you are? Doubt it.
So you tell yourself it has to be done, you finally admit the truth to yourself but it hurts yeah. Walking away it hurts, blocking them knowing there’s no contact hurts like hell.
But it has to be done.